It seems like a very short time but I have definitely changed a lot. The things that I said I would never be, the quiet times, the everything-is-better-with-floral/lacy-print on it, the profound quotes, The love pains Ha ha.
I was never used to having someone there for me my whole life before I met my boyfriend, I was very distant from people. Yes even with family, we just don't roll that way, I guess. I have always been an odd ball ever since I was little and I still am. For people like me growing up, life was a little more difficult. I was quiet, shy and always in the corner. Never really had real friends, and I was fine with that, I very much liked being alone anyway. And don't get me started with the young romance shit, of course the solitude would get the better of me sometimes and I would crave for interactions, which led me with these "unhealthy" relationships. But of course I got sick of them and I realized that I was better than that. I reverted to my old ways again and half a year later, my boyfriend and I started our relationship.
Days went by so fast and here we are, with so much comfort and unwanted gases. I never thought that I would be this involved with someone, being in a relationship has shifted some of my perspectives in life and I am okay with it. Even though we have changed and things are not always sugary and pleasant, I would always choose you and the life that is ahead of us. I'm so happy that i'll get to end this year with you and with that I hope things would be better by then. I love you baby, thank you for being my everything. :)
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